RIP

rise if possible

rising in progress ... ...

sianz the internet has finally fail me haha

there's two item the i can't seem to find

first a manga call bowling king then
and another manga call celestial zone

sianz

like this song very much

it's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
That's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty

I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

argh i am dieing of boredom

watch high school musical 5 times liao argh

but its a nice show haha

i wanna die

sianz bored bored bored

i am crazy about games but getting sick of it

now turning to other form of entertainment

haha web-comics haha

got several nice web-comics site

hey people try this game

may be stupid but trust me u will be having difficulty completing it

http://www.activitypad.com/online-games/pacman/

haha

if any of u get to level 999 tell me i will give u a price

anger clouds my eyes

sadness fill my soul

with tears flowing

aloneness is what i get

i want to buy lots of stuff
but no money

i want a cam a good one 500
i want a better laptop and com about 3k each
i want contact lens 50 +
i want bigger external hard disc 100+
i want Gundam wing the big big model 100++
i want 1000 to spend in Disneyland hehe
i want endless supply of food
i want i want i want

yosh very very long never update le

haha not a habit of my i guess never like telling people wat happening to me

not a very good habit.

they say if u keep too much things inside of u and one day u will burst like a balloon

haha i guess they are right whoever that say that phase.

argh too much things been kept inside of me want to say it out

BUT can't find someone i can trust to talk to

Forget it just watch spiderman 3 just now have to thanks Zi Li for the free ticket

dont know how he got them well he dont watch movie so yup his past it to me

anyway spiderman 3 a 2 hours long show quite nice so better go watch dont download it

look like i am all alone again

it hurts keeping things all bottle up

but where can i find that someone to share my burden

too many feeling and thoughts bottle up all this years

one day one day i will surely go boom

bust from all that i am keeping inside of me

flying off to China in less than 24 hours a night flight

should be feeling excited now

but how to

my grandpa got a case of heart attack now is in the hospital

worrying about him now couldn't go to slp

why it have to be now WHY WHY WHY

in a confused state now

yosh back from my malaysia camp

very tiring

think i falling sick or may have fallen sick thanks to a certain someone

sian my right ankle still hurts hope it recover soon

finally i won her in para para

alas it was too late if if i have won her one week before if if i could have play better

i really hope we could have the deal again just between u and me and no one else

i will be waiting for u till the end of time

even if the whole world is against you i will be by your side

sorry for those who been coming to my blog

been a white since i less update

not sure wats wrong with my this few days been losing my appetite and losing sleep

sign have no idea wats going on with me


can anyone tell me

yosh here to update

not much happening right now just preparing for exam

yosh sch starting tmr

haha very tired now

Got back from kukup yesterdays

spend my countdown at kukup putting fireworks

haha had great fun spend the whole night up playing

tats for countdown

well and for Christmas

i spend it at Huey house eat alot

first time say no to food haha

had alot to eat pizza, spaghetti, cheese cake, curry chicken +++

had alot of fun too bad i can't join u all for countdown

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posted

1.Are you a chinese or a english freako?
-neither-
2.If the time gonna stop, wat will you possibly do?
-play game-
3.You prefer play pool or playground?
- neither-
4.Do you prefer to gossipe people or people gossiping about you?
-neither-
5.You like thing to be simple or complicated?
-a bit of both-
6.Do you tacle number or alphabetts better?
-number-
7.What make you piss off?
-when i am hungry and there is no food-
8.How your childhood?
-like this lor-
9.Do you have inspiration or pespiration?
-nil-
10.Do you thing 24hour is to short or juz okie?
-just nice-
11.Will you judge a person by its appeareance?
-depends-
12.What attract your eye?
-games and FOOD-
13.Do you prefer dae or night?
-not sure-
14.Do you treasure thing tat you own or insatisfied desire??
-things i own-
15.If your computer get hung wib a long document not save wat will you do?
-have not happen yet-
16.Do you belive in miracles?
-waste of time-
17.Do you get tense to forget about the post or trying to do so?
-(blank)-
18.In your mind what colour are there?
-black and white-
19.Have you pitied to those who are real pity and shed tear for them?
-maybe, maybe not-
20.Describe yourself as in attitude?
-attitude-
21.Do you suddenly lose a gasp of hope to survive?
- ya sometimes-
22.Giive three advantage when you live?
- 1.got games to play 2.food to eat 3.friends to make -
23.What urr ambition in life?
- slacker-
24.Do you belive in horoscope?
- waste of time-
25.Describe music in your life?
- for fun-
26.Which country you would go if you have the money?
- japan-
27.What do you think blogging about?
- when u are bored-
28.What kind of style are you trying to get hold of?
-Dunno-
29.When you fail a test,what will you do?
- nothing-
30.Pass this to 8 friend..hahax...my turn to sabo lerh

1. Daune
2. Zhi wei
3. Zheng wei
4. Kan wei
5. William
6. Michelle
7. Li zi
8. Su ying

yo quite a while no post liao

now in library freezing been here for about 5 hr liao since 10
been trying to study can really remember the last time i study

oh man boy u better buck up
5 hour did not study at all oh man die liao

yo

here to update by the request of some people

i will not say who

ya

and i dont feel right doing thing

but i have to say Geok lan is nice to meeee

ok i just say a lie haha

ya thats all